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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Oh where, oh where has my motivation gone?


I
’ve lost my motivation. I haven’t been to the gym in a few weeks, there’s been various reasons, I’ve been sick, been super busy, haven’t been home, don’t have the time, I can go on and on.

I’m sitting here this morning, knowing I need to go to the gym; I actually have a short amount of time to go before hubby has to go to work, but what am I doing? Sitting here on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket, still in my PJs watching GMA and complaining about cramps….

My period showed up in the middle of the night last night, unexpected, a week early, and now I’ve got cramps, cramps and more cramps. Combine that with lack of motivation, bloating, and I really don’t feel like going to the gym at all.

Maybe I’ll go tomorrow? Maybe I’ll go next week? I need to find my motivation and get back into my routine, 52lbs gone and I don’t want a pound of it to come back, but with the way I’m feeling today, I feel like at least 10 have….

Why is it that we get into the swing of things, we get going then BAM all of a sudden the daily routine is gone, all of a sudden we’re back in a slump! I need to get out of it, I have to get out of it, I WILL get out of it!!! I just don’t know how to make myself do it exactly.

Maybe if I had a slew of security cameras on me all day that broadcast on my blog, that way you guys could see what I’m doing at all hours of the day, maybe that would get my butt in gear. Something about other’s knowing exactly what you’re doing on a daily basis seems to kick my butt into gear, somehow when I have others pushing me, I can get the unimaginable done, but when it’s just my own motivation trying to get me going, FORGET IT!

Any motivational tips???? I’d love to hear them, ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is welcome….. For now though, I think I’m going to try to get back into the swing of things, even if I only get on the treadmill for 30 minutes and come home, something is better than nothing!

Wish me luck!

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