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Thursday, September 30, 2010

Sometimes it comes down to meds....

Where have I been? I’ve slacked not only here but on my other blog as well. It’s been a rough couple of weeks around here. I blogged last week about how hubby was away for training for work for a week and how my anxiety was at an all time high, well it didn’t subside once hubby ended up coming home either.

Remember how I said things were driving me so crazy, I wanted to pack up all my camping gear and camping tents and just run away? Well that’s exactly how I felt and that’s when I felt like I was falling off the deep end.

I finally went to my doctors and did something about my anxiety and the depression it was bringing me. I finally did something, finally got on some meds, and am finally starting to feel better.

I’m not 100%, I’m not my complete self again I can’t feel that yet, but the fact that I’m going to talk to someone, the fact that I have some meds that I’m hoping will help have calmed my fears, have made me feel better, have allowed me to get out of bed, get out of the rut or at least start getting out of it and start living a life again.

I’ve suppressed my anxiety for as long as I could by myself, it was time to get help and that I did. I’m not a big fan of meds by any means, but I felt myself it was finally time to do so.

So with that small blurb about where I’ve been, I hope to get back on track with my home, my self, and my blog within the next week or so, actually blogging today is a good start, but I have a ton of stuff to do around my home which has gone through hell and back as well. Bare with me….

1 comment:

where's the other shoe? said...

I'll be making the same call tomorrow. It's been nearly a year since I hauled my arse in for depression and anxiety and things are steadily getting worse to the point sometimes I really feel like I'm going insane. The anxiety I feel like I can manage with the meds when I need them, but yeah, I'm definitely starting to feel like I'm coming unglued. Thanks for sharing with this stranger, it's nice to know I'm not alone :) - jen