There was this weird feeling of void when I woke up, almost feeling like a truck with push bars was pushing me to see something. I guess me realizing how much I do miss him, how much I did and still do value the friendship that we had and how I’d love to have it back. Realizing at the time how much he was teaching me in real life, although he might not have known it, influencing me positively and just being a friend was more than I could ask for.
So I woke up, I hopped right online and sent him an email, which I’m sure makes no sense at all, but I just needed to touch base and make sure that all is ok, and let him know he’s appreciated and missed. I guess after some time moves on and you haven’t spoken to a friend in a while, you seem to realize what they brought to you life, if they knew it or not and how special it was, how you miss it, and how much you appreciate things once they’re gone.