Yup, it's bad mood city around here lately....

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Something I don’t talk about a whole lot either on my blog or in my life, is my own battle with anxiety and depression. It was hard enough to talk to my own doctor about it.

Once I did though, got on some meds, I started feeling so much better… But lately I’ve hit that slump again, my anxiety has been creeping up, and I’ve found my depression has as well.

It’s not because the meds aren’t working though, its because of my lack of taking them. Um, Gina… Hello, TAKE YOUR MEDS.. Yea Yea.. Thing is, I don’t have any left!! I just got back from vacation, ran out… My doctor won’t refill them until I go see her for an appointment… So here I sit, and wait until next week (Monday) when I can make an appointment while I sit here and suffer.

Getting out and doing things help, but my mood is just HORRIBLE and the anxiety makes me feel so panicky. I get so many discomforts, not only in my mind, but I get massive heart flutters from it, it almost feels like I need a fetal doppler because there’s a baby kicking in my chest…

I HATE ANXIETY!!!!

I also hate that my doctor won’t refill my meds until I see her… I think my hubby does too because I’ve been horrible and so out of whack lately…