I haven’t been around; if you see my Excuse My Bitchiness post you’ll see why. Last week was a bomb of a week for me. Hopefully today starts off right and continues to be a good one. I still have that lingering bitchiness in me, but we’ll see if I can suppress it as much as I can…. For now… I really need a vacation; I think that’s the main problem. The hope of the cruise I won has faded into existence for now. I guess you can say if something sounds too good to be true, it usually is and all hopes for time to be away, dwindled quickly once I found out just what I had actually won. All I’m asking for is a few nights away, somewhere as simple as even just going to someplace like the Stratosphere hotel in Vegas or something would be nice. Heck I’d settle for the Holiday Inn for the weekend, something that will be a long time coming I’m sure.
This is what happens when you have no friends or family to watch your kids, you’re a parent 24/7 with no time for yourself, no time for you and your husband, no time to be just YOU! I love my girls, I love being a mom, but I really am starting for forget who I am, who I was and it’s sad. Hopefully one day I’ll get that person back.
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*HUGS* GIRL i FEEL YOU! We should go on a girl's weekend and leave the kids with their daddy's lol.
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